Thursday, March 31, 2011

From My Journal

As I look on this day I see things more clearly as a woman than I ever did as a man I know that that might sound weird but I act and think better as a woman I see things as a woman would see them and I know that the world will judge me harshly and the Church will judge me even harsher. When I look at the Rainbow I see the pastels and look for the lavenders, When I look at the fields I look for the flowers and I long to smell the Roses and have the breeze blow and swirl my skirt as the sun kisses my Skin and feel the embrace of the arms of God as he hugs me with His love.

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

the Book True selves

I bought a book that I have fell in love with and it explains alot of how I have felt over the years you know when your TG unless your TG you really don't understand what it is like and what you feel I tell people like this I have a Cadillac Brian(Computer) in a VW body and that is the best I can put it when your brain says Woman and your soul says Woman and the body says Man you feel like your screwed in the world so this book has opened my eyes about what I am. and have gone through and before I was a real judge metal person but now I am one of the most understanding people in the world well Thats it for this Blog I hope you all have a great day.

Friday, March 4, 2011

New Family on facebook

I have had the pleasure of having some of my blood relatives added to my face book and they all may not have all come around to the fact that the Real me is Alicia Neal but it has been comforting to me that this has happened and a relief in general and I am so glad that they have seen the real side of who and what I am.