How can it be that a Hollywood actress be such an ass hole hypocrite well let’s look at the one that I am talking about her name is Julia Scarlett Elizabeth Louis-Dreyfus well what makes her a hypocrite well let’s look at the ad she made against the pipe line that is to run from Canada to Texas that is to put some 20,000 people to work well for all you people out there who praises Obama he is involved in this story too why because all he has to do is approve it in writing then it can happen but you see He (Obama) wants to play cate to the tree huggers instead of putting 20,000 people to work and even the union people in the Midwest wants theses jobs but let see who supports Obama well the Unions now he has told the people who went out and supported him that the trees was more important than Jobs well back to Julia Scarlett Elizabeth Louis-Dreyfus you see in the ads she is has made against “Big Oil” well did you also know who her father is well Louis-Dreyfus was born in New York City. Her mother, Judith, was a writer and special needs tutor, and her father, Gérard Louis-Dreyfus (also known as William Louis-Dreyfus), was a French attorney and business executive now let’s look at her Father well William Louis-Dreyfus (born Gérard C. Louis-Dreyfus; 1932) is a French-born American businessman. With his family's net worth estimated at $2.9 billion by Forbes, he is one of the richest men in the world. He is the chairman of Louis Dreyfus Energy Services and the great grandson of Léopold Louis-Dreyfus, founder of Louis Dreyfus Group. Well let’s take a look at them Louis Dreyfus Group is a diversified French private company that is involved in agriculture and energy commodities(OIL) Now if she is not the biggest hypocrite then I don’t know what hypocrite is she is speaking out against “OIL” while she sit on an inheritance of some 2.9 Billion Dollars from what “OIL” and she is supporting Obama who is against 20,000 Jobs in the USA if that’s the kind of man you want in the white House then you are one F ed Up person now after you view this you will see how much of a hypocrite she is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ea14eufiEq8&feature=related now is this the kind of person you should be looking up to I THINK N O T
Saturday, November 12, 2011
Friday, November 11, 2011
Post Made About My Pictures on My Face Book.
Hey, I didn't like this comment. have you ever heard of Klinfelters disease if not you need to study the facts and truths about it.” and this was the persons response to what I just posted “
you can call it whatever you want, it doesn't make it so .. and what happened to your faith and beliefs or was that just a mask too?”
well need less to say this was my response to that and mind you it was hard to keep my cool and not be a little judgemental about this persons statements Here is my response to this person, “
My faith is in the Lord Jesus Christ and I have never masked my faith the fact is until you have walked in another's shoes you do not know where they have walked and the one thing I have learned by having found out that I was born with an extra X Chromosome is the Mercy and Grace of God in my own life and since you have not lived in my shoes and yet Judge me shows that you lack Grace and mercy this is all I am requred to do as a blood bought save Christian 8 He hath shewed thee, O man, what is good; and what doth the LORD require of thee, but to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with thy God?
Micah 6:8 (KJV) and it gose on to say that Jesus did not come for the perfect he came for the hurting and the rejected
15 That whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have eternal life. 16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. 17 For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved. 18 He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God.
John 3:15-18 (KJV) and further more I have learned what true love is it is the love of God for his children,
4 Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up, 5 Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil; 6 Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth; 7 Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things.
8 Charity never faileth:
1 Cor 13:4-8 (KJV) and until you see others through the Eyes of Love grace and mercy you have not full filled the full Call of God and that is to love unconditionally and that means having to come out of your comfort zone, I am so glad my friends xxxxxHill and your cousin xxxxxx actually walk in the Love of God the Father and not sitting in the seat of Judgement and no matter what you say rather you like me or not Jesus gave the greatest of commandments and that is I must love those who don't walk in love towards me and xxxxxxx I still love you . “ well as of yet I have not received and more correspondence from this Person, well anyway here is the link to those pictures, http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.184717514938785.43859.100002016123861&type=3#!/photo.php?fbid=184717564938780&set=a.184717514938785.43859.100002016123861&type=3&theater
Oh an update the person has responded here is the persons response “
don't go through the Bible and quote scripture to me until you sit down and read it all and stop picking out only scriptures that you think you can justify your lifestyle. you don't get to choose only those scriptures that make you feel better about yourself and what you are doing.Read them all, don't forget about the one where it clearly explains to you about a man in women's garments, and the other one about lying with a man, you don't get to pick and choose. You are selfish. Your wife and children don't deserve this. You knew what lifestyle you wanted a long time ago, why did you have to drag them into it? I have love and mercy, but sin is sin no matter how you dress it. and this is what I said in response to this person “well How about all the Pork chops you eat and the cat fish you eat the same law book that you will quote to me is the same law book about your diet until you get the 2 X 4 out of your eye you can not talk about the splinter in my eye.
well that’s my blog for the day.
Alicia Neal
Monday, October 24, 2011
What Dose Jesus Think
What did Jesus think about the transgendered? Let me quote the following From What Does the Bible REALLY Say about Transsexualism? By Lynn Montgomery
“I realize that some of you are not of the Christian Faith. However, many are religious and are still struggling with gender issues vs. issues of their faith. And many people who have reconciled this conflict have families and friends who have not. Therefore, this article, complete with scripture passages, is dedicated to those people.
We constantly hear questions like, "Is this against God? Am I going to hell? Is changing your body a mortal sin?" Families and friends who have never mentioned Christianity suddenly develop religion as soon as they hear that you are transsexual. Suddenly, you are in danger of hell fire because this is "against God".
First off, let me assure you that "transsexualism," "transgenderism" and "gender" are not mentioned anywhere in the Bible. If someone says it is, challenge them to find the scripture, write it down, and send it to me, because a computer search says it does not exist. I have read the Bible from cover to cover many times, and I have never seen it.
Most people can tell you their general interpretation of the Bible, but they cannot tell you where the supportive passages of scripture are.
Most people quote the passage that says that "men should not wear women's clothing; likewise, women should not wear the clothing of men." But most of them cannot tell you where to locate this in your Bible.
Let's look at what the Bible really says. I will give references and I will quote from the King James Version in boldface and from the more simplified Today's English Version in italics. I am quoting from the King James Version, because some people do not believe any other version of the Bible. Yet, because the King James Version is sometimes hard for someone not highly versed in ancient languages to interpret, I am also using the Today's English Version. Certain scriptures have been highlighted (boldface in italicized passages, and vice versa) for emphasis. You can follow along in your Bibles if you like. The passage that is quoted most often is found in Deuteronomy, chapter 22, verse 5:
22:5 The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment; for all that do so are abomination unto the Lord thy God.
22:5 Women are not to wear men's clothing, and men are not to wear women's clothing; the Lord your God hates people who do such things.
This was the law that was given to Moses by God. But now let's look a little further down the same chapter in Deuteronomy 22: verses 8-9 and 11-12.
8: When thou buildest a new house, then thou shalt make a battlement for thy roof, that thou bring not blood upon thine house, if any man fall from thence.
8: When you build a new house, be sure to put a railing around the edge of the roof. Then you will not be responsible if someone falls off and is killed.
9: Thou shall not sow thy vineyard with divers seeds; lest the fruit of thy seed which thou hast sown, and the fruit of thy vineyard, be defiled.
9: Do not plant any crop in the same field with your grapevines; if you do, you are forbidden to use either the grapes or the produce of the other crop
11: Thou shall not wear a garment of divers sorts, as of woolen and linen together.
11: Do not wear cloth made by weaving wool and linen together.
12: Thou shall make thee fringes upon the four quarters of thy vesture, wherewith thou coverest thyself.
12: Sew tassels on the four corners of your clothes.
These are the laws of the times, the law that God gave Moses. Yet, how many of us put railings around the roof of our houses? But it's the Law ... God's Law.
Also, we plant all sorts of various seeds in our gardens, whether it be a vegetable or flower garden. This also is against the law of God. According to the laws in the Old Testament, we are breaking the law to plant corn and beans in the same garden.
What about the clothes we wear that are made of many different blends of natural and synthetic fibers? How many of us go around with tassels hanging from the four corners of our jackets and coats? Yet, this was God's law.
Can someone take one verse of scripture out of context and fit it to his purposes while ignoring the rest of the chapter? I think not.”
Well many in the Church Major on one thing and minor on others well all of the above was in the Same Chapter but how many preachers preach the Whole Chapter .
These quotes are in the exact same chapter as the one about wearing the clothes of the opposite sex. Does someone who does not have tassels on his clothing or a railing around his roof have a right to judge someone who is wearing clothing of the opposite sex? Again, I think not. (This topic was covered by Drs. Powell & Mauger at the 1992 Southern Comfort convention).
Of course, all of this is actually irrelevant to transsexualism. If your brain tells you that you are female although your body is male, (or vice versa), and you wear the clothing opposite your biological sex, then you are wearing the clothing that is congruent with your gender ... you are not wearing the clothing of the opposite sex.
But still, let's look further. Since these laws were written in the Old Testament, are we still expected to follow them? Or did the advent of Christ change the way we should think about the laws of the Old Testament?
In John 1:17 we read:
17: For the law was given by Moses, but grace and truth came by Jesus Christ
17: God gave the law through Moses, but grace and truth came through Jesus Christ
Galatians chapter 3 talks about the purpose of the Law and salvation. We read in Galatians 3:11, 17-29:
11: But that no man is justified by the law in the sight of God, it is evident: for, the just shall live by faith
11: Now, it is clear that no one is put right with God by means of the law, because the scripture says, Only the person who is put right with God through faith shall live.
17: And this I say, that the covenant, that was confirmed before of God in Christ, the law, which was four hundred and thirty years after, cannot disannul, that should make the promise of none effect.
17: What I mean is that God made a covenant with Abraham and promised to keep it. The law, which was given four hundred and thirty years later, cannot break that covenant and cancel promise.
18: For if the inheritance be of the law, it is no more of promise; But God gave it to Abraham by promise.
18: For if God's gift depends on the law, then it no longer depends on his promise. However, it was because of his promise that God gave that gift to Abraham.
19: Wherefore then serveth the law? It was added because of transgressions, till the seed should come to, whom the promise was made; and it was ordained by angels in the hand of a mediator.
19: What, then, was the purpose of the law? It was added in order to show what wrongdoing is, and it was meant to last until the coming of Abraham's descendant to whom the promise was made. The law was handed down by angels, with a man acting as a go-between.
21: Is the law then against the promises of God? God forbid; for if there had been a law given which could have given life, verily righteousness should have been by the law.
21: Does this mean that the law is against God's promises? No, not at all! For if mankind had received a law that could bring life, then everyone could be put right with God by obeying it.
22: But the scripture hath concluded all under sin, that the promise by faith of Jesus Christ might be given to them that believe.
22: But the scripture says that the whole world is under the power of sin; and so the gift which is promised on the basis of faith in Jesus Christ is given to those who believe.
23: But before faith came, we were kept under the law, shut up unto the faith which should afterwards be revealed.
23: But before the time for faith came, the law kept us all locked up as prisoners until this coming faith should be revealed.
24: Wherefore the law was our schoolmaster to bring us unto Christ, that we might be justified by faith.
24: And so the law was in charge of us until Christ came, in order that we might then be put right with God through Faith.
25: But after that faith is come, we are no longer under a schoolmaster
25: Now that the time for faith is here, the law is no longer in charge of us.
26: For ye are all the children of God by faith in Christ Jesus
26: It is through faith that all of you are God's sons in union with Christ Jesus.
27: For as many of you as have been baptized into Christ have put on Christ
27: You were baptized into union with Christ, and now you are clothed, so to speak, with the life of Christ himself.
28: There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither Male nor Female: For ye are all one in Christ Jesus.
28: So there is no difference between Jews and Gentiles, between slaves and free men, between Men and Women: You are all one in union with Christ Jesus.
29: And if ye be Christ's, then are ye Abraham's seed, and heirs according to the promise.
29: If you belong to Christ, then you are the descendants of Abraham and will receive what God has promised.
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Does this not say that we are no longer saved under the law, but rather through faith in Jesus Christ? Does it also not say that whether we are male or female, we all belong to Christ and therefore, are heirs to all the promises God made to Abraham? Could this possibly be any clearer? Matthew 7:1-2 states:
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1: Judge not, that ye be not judged.
1: Do not judge others, so that God will not judge you.
2: For with what judgement ye judge, ye shall be judged; and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again.
2: For God will judge you in the same way you judge others, and he will apply to you the same rules you apply to others.
I know in this blog I may have plagiarized a bit or should I say a whole lot but it gives total levitate to my position as a Born again Christian that you can still be saved and Transgendered at the same time
Saturday, October 15, 2011
My first E Mail sent As Alicia Neal to my Family
I was reading a Blog by Chloe Prince and the title caught my Eye and the Title read “Getting Caught Was Just Easier” so I was was reading the part that said this
One night, someone sent me one of those JOKE chain email letters to "Ted's" email account. Now, I normally do not send or forward these things out, but, this one joke in particular was something I thought I would share with the rest of my family members ONLY. So I copied and pasted the part of the joke into a new email and selected all the people I wanted it to go to, and hit "Send". Only one problem... I forgot that "MS Outlook" had "Chloe's" email set as the default account.
CRAP!
Everyone of my family members just got their first email from "Chloe Prince"
Well after giving it some thought and seeing that I left my self wide open to all and any attacks from any and all of them I wrote the following email to them
My first email to you all as Alicia Neal this is your first E mail from me as Alicia Nicole Neal I for so long have hid behind all kinds of faces and I have lived through many phases in my life and I longed for the freedom to be the real me I will post in this e mail the facts that I want to set forth this statement that rather you accept me as I am or not I will always love you and blood is thicker than water some of you have confided in me the things going on in your life and I can say I held the things I have heard I have held in confidences and I did so without Judgment I have seen many of you do Things I never approved of but I kept those things to myself and I did that because of one thing Granny Dot said to me that love covers all wrongs and love never see the wrong done to you and I have always held her as my real hero. Second let me say this I have real reason to believe I was born with Klinfelters disease I have all the Markers of that disease I have feet that are formed Just like girls feet and I have small rather feminine hands and I also have had something called gynomastia also known as man boobs and I have a perfect A cup and that is just 3 of the main markers of that disease and the disease has also effected the way I have thought through my life I have seen 4 therapist in my life and I was also diagnosed with GID by 3 of them one of these was back when I was only 13 years old and His name was Dr Anderson and the last was Jackie McLemore she also said I had all the markers of someone with GID (Gender Identity Disorder) I have at one attempted suicide and that was never shared with a lot of you and the attempt was to rid myself of this problem and after the attempt was made I was taken immediately to the pastoral Institute and was put under their care there on an outpatient care and I found that one of the most difficult times in my 51 years of life but I was put in a place that let me face the main issue of my life as it had dogged me all of my life and I have had this in the forefront of my mind since I was 5 or 6 years old I have felt as if I was watching someone else’s life and not my own and this is the best way I can describe it is when you see the space shuttle on the launch pad you see the space shuttle now if you put a mirror in front of the cockpit the people inside see themselves and not the space shuttle well that is how I have seen my life when you have seen Chuck I would look in the mirror and see Alicia now for most of you this sounds like the craziest thing you have ever heard, some of you will say I have been deluded by Satan and I have heard all the theological arguments pro and con I have even said some of the things you might be saying about me about others behind their backs under my breath all the while I was trying to hide the real me behind religion because of the fear of being rejected well the time for me has come to no longer fear rejection but to embrace it as a tool in my life well that’s just about it oh yes the only reason I am retaining the chuckneal2011 accounts is only for legal reasons and I will be sending all other e mails through the account you received this from . I also have a blog if you want to follow it here is the link http://alicianicolewhite.blogspot.com/ like I said I have nothing more to hide.
Alicia N Neal
I love you all
Well needless to say I have to this time only received 2 e mails back from all of them I sent so now I sit and wait for the other shoe to drop.
Love Alicia N Neal
Monday, September 26, 2011
Never Judge Unless you Know the Truth
It's hard to explain to someone who has no clue. It's a daily struggle being in pain or feeling sick on the inside while you look fine on the outside. Please put this as your status for at least 1 hour if you or someone you know has an invisible illness (PTSD, Anxiety, Bipolar, Depression, Diabetes, LUPUS, Fibromyalgia, MS, ME, Arthritis, CANCER, Heart Disease, Epilepsy, Autism,M.D. etc.) " Never judge what you don't understand I ought to know this why I had Epilepsy and life for me as a teen SUCKED I was never allowed to do what others was doing why because of some peoples Fear I suffered and I am still hurt over it and I am misunderstood when you tell a child they can be what they dream to be that's a bald face LIE at least for me it was.what sucks is I passed it down to my kids this sucks when you know your kids will be disqualified from most if not all sports
Saturday, August 27, 2011
The Truth About Islam
What I am about to post is going to be in some circles controversial, some will agree and some will not, But from where I am sitting and from what I have seen it is becoming very evident to me that the Islamic Religion is the Religion of the End Times Lets Read What the Word of God has to say About this dangerous group of People 1 Now the Spirit speaketh expressly, that in the latter times some shall depart from the faith, giving heed to seducing spirits, and doctrines of devils;
1 Tim 4:1 (KJV)
God used the Apostle Paul to warn us of major changes that will take place before the Return of our Lord and we go on to read that John also warned us to have our eyes open when it comes to what others
9 Whosoever transgresseth, and abideth not in the doctrine of Christ, hath not God. He that abideth in the doctrine of Christ, he hath both the Father and the Son.
10 If there come any unto you, and bring not this doctrine, receive him not into your house, neither bid him God speed: 11 For he that biddeth him God speed is partaker of his evil deeds.
2 John 1:9-11 (KJV) the God's Word Translation says
10 If anyone comes to you and doesn't bring these teachings, don't take him into your home or even greet him. 11 Whoever greets him shares the evil things he's doing.
2 John 1:10-11 (GW)
I find so many in these Days of the Ecumenical Correctness open there Table of Communion to those who teach that there is other ways and other teachings that will lead you to the Thrown Room of God when the Apostle Paul told us
14 Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers: for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion hath light with darkness? 15 And what concord hath Christ with Belial? or what part hath he that believeth with an infidel? 16 And what agreement hath the temple of God with idols? for ye are the temple of the living God; as God hath said, I will dwell in them, and walk in them; and I will be their God, and they shall be my people. 17 Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you, 18 And will be a Father unto you, and ye shall be my sons and daughters, saith the Lord Almighty.
2 Cor 6:14-18 (KJV) And any religion that dose not teach as fact these following scripture should be avoided like the plauge here they are,
1 In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth. 2 And the earth was without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters.
Gen 1:1-2 (KJV)
1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2 The same was in the beginning with God. 3 All things were made by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made. 4 In him was life; and the life was the light of men.
John 1:1-4 (KJV)
14 In whom we have redemption through his blood, even the forgiveness of sins: 15 Who is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn of every creature: 16 For by him were all things created, that are in heaven, and that are in earth, visible and invisible, whether they be thrones, or dominions, or principalities, or powers: all things were created by him, and for him: 17 And he is before all things, and by him all things consist. 18 And he is the head of the body, the church: who is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead; that in all things he might have the preeminence.
Col 1:14-18 (KJV)
And the Plain truth is that any religion that Dose not declare that Jesus is God and the creator should be exposed as the Religion of AntiChrist.
Monday, August 15, 2011
Praise and Worship
Praise and Worship
4 Thus will I bless thee while I live: I will lift up my hands in thy name.
Psalms 63:4 (KJV)
4 Enter into his gates with thanksgiving, and into his courts with praise: be thankful unto him, and bless his name.
Psalms 100:3-4 (KJV)
2 Lift up your hands in the sanctuary, and bless the LORD.
Psalms 134:2 (KJV)
2 Let my prayer be set forth before thee as incense; and the lifting up of my hands as the evening sacrifice.
Psalms 141:2 (KJV)
8 I will therefore that men pray every where, lifting up holy hands, without wrath and doubting.
1 Tim 2:8 (KJV)
The 7 words for Praise in Hebrew,
1. Halal
Halal is a primary Hebrew root word for praise. Our word "hallelujah" comes from this base word. It means "to be clear, to shine, to boast, show, to rave, celebrate, to be clamorously foolish."
Ps 113:1-3
Praise (halal) ye the Lord, praise (halal) o ye servants of the Lord, praise (halal) the name of the Lord.
Ps 150:1
Praise (halal) the Lord! Praise (halal) God in his sanctuary; Praise (halal) him in his mighty expanse.
Ps 149:3
Let them praise (halal) his name in the dance: let them sing praises with the timbrel and harp.
(Other references: 1Chr 2)
2. Yadah
2Chr 8:14
Ezra 3:10
Ps 22:22
Ps 63:5
Ps 69:30
Yadah is a verb with a root meaning, "the extended hand, to throw out the hand, therefore to worship with extended hand." According to the Lexicon, the opposite meaning is "to bemoan, the wringing of the hands."
2Chr 20:21
Give thanks (yadah) to the Lord, for his lovingkindness is everlasting.
Ps 63:1
So I will bless thee as long as I live; I will (yadah) lift up my hands in thy name.
Ps 107:15
Oh that men would praise (yadah) the Lord for his goodness, and for his wonderful works to the children of men.
Other references:
Gen 49:8
2Chr 7:6
2Chr 20:21
Isa 12:4
Jer 33:11
3. Towdah
Towdah comes from the same principle root word as yadah, but is used more specifically. Towdah literally means, "an extension of the hand in adoration, avowal, or acceptance." By way of application, it is appratent in the Psalms and elsewhere that it is used for thanking God for "things not yet received" as well as things already at hand.
Ps 50:14
Offer unto God praise (towdah) and pay thy vows unto the Most High.
Ps 50:23
Whoso offereth praise (towdah) glorifieth me: and to him that ordereth his conversation aright will I shew the salvation of God.
Other references:
2Chr 29:31
Jer 33:11
Ps 42:4
4. Shabach
Shabach means, "to shout, to address in a loud tone, to command, to triumph."
Ps 47:1
O clap your hands, all peoples; shout (shabach) to God with the voice of joy (or triumph).
Ps 145:4
One generation shall praise (shabach) thy works to another and declare thy mighty acts.
Isa 12:6
Cry aloud and shout (shabach) for joy, O inhabitant of Zion, For great in your midst is the Holy One of Israel.
Other references:
Ps 63:1-4
Ps.117:1
Ps 35:27
Ps 106:47
5. Barak
Barak means "to kneel down, to bless God as an act of adoration."
Ps 95:6
O come let us worship and bow down; let us kneel (barak) before the Lord our maker.
1Chr 29:20
Then David said to all the assembly, "Now bless (barak) the Lord your God." And all the assembly blessed (barak) the Lord, the God of their fathers, and bowed low and did homage to the Lord and to the king.
Ps 34:1
I will bless (barak) the Lord at all times; His praise shall continually be in my mouth.
Other references:
Job 1:21
Ps 96:2
Ps 103:1-2
Ps 18:46
6. Zamar
Zamar means "to pluck the strings of an instrument, to sing, to praise; a musical word which is largely involved with joyful expressions of music with musical instruments.
Ps 21:13
Be exalted O Lord, in Thine own strength, so will we sing and praise (zamar) Thy power.
1Chr 16:9
Sing to Him, sing praises (zamar) to Him; speak of all His wonders.
Ps 57:8-9
Awake my glory; awake harp and lyre, I will awaken the dawn! I will give thanks to Thee, O Lord among the peoples; I will sing praises (zamar) to Thee among the nations.
Other references:
Ps 66:2-4
Isa 12:5
Ps 27:6
Ps 149:3
Ps 30:4
7. Tehillah
Tehillah is derived from the word halal and means "the singing of halals, to sing or to laud; perceived to involve music, especially singing; hymns of the Spirit.
Ps 22:3
Yet Thou art holy, O Thou who art enthroned upon the praises (tehillah) of Israel.
Ps 33:1
Rejoice in the Lord, o ye righteous, for praise (tehillah) is comely for the upright.
Isa 61:3
To grant to those who mourn in Zion, Giving them a garland instead of ashes, The oil of gladness instead of mourning, The mantle of praise (tehillah) instead of the spirit of fainting, So they shall be called oaks of righteousness, The planting of the Lord, that He may be glorified.
Other references:
Ps 34:1
1Chr 16:35
2Chr 20:22
Deut 10:21
Exod 15:11
Ps 147:1-2
Friday, July 29, 2011
Thursday, July 7, 2011
Lets Get Real
Let me start this by saying I am going to make most religious people very mad when I make and some of my AG friends are going to very offended by some of the statements I am about to make well I want to address the Issue of being Transgendered and Being a Christian let’s take a look at the Scripture that everyone uses to beat Cross dressers over the head with. 5 The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the LORD thy God.
Duet 22:5 (KJV)
Ok let’s look at this lets talk about all the women who wear their husbands shirts around the house or the hunting attire that is meant for men to wear and men’s jeans t shirts well I never her Pastors telling the women that they are going to die and go to hell like they do the men that cross dress and let me say this that Cross dressing is not the same as being transgendered but I also want point this out the very Same law book this came from I.e. the old testament also would point out to the Churches that have Bar b que dinners made with smoked Pork Butt is also unacceptable let’s look at these verses .
1 And the LORD spake unto Moses and to Aaron, saying unto them, 2 Speak unto the children of Israel, saying, These are the beasts which ye shall eat among all the beasts that are on the earth. 3 Whatsoever parteth the hoof, and is clovenfooted, and cheweth the cud, among the beasts, that shall ye eat. 4 Nevertheless these shall ye not eat of them that chew the cud, or of them that divide the hoof: as the camel, because he cheweth the cud, but divideth not the hoof; he is unclean unto you. 5 And the coney, because he cheweth the cud, but divideth not the hoof; he is unclean unto you. 6 And the hare, because he cheweth the cud, but divideth not the hoof; he is unclean unto you. 7 And the swine, though he divide the hoof, and be clovenfooted, yet he cheweth not the cud; he is unclean to you. 8 Of their flesh shall ye not eat, and their carcase shall ye not touch; they are unclean to you.
What fishes?
9 These shall ye eat of all that are in the waters: whatsoever hath fins and scales in the waters, in the seas, and in the rivers, them shall ye eat. 10 And all that have not fins and scales in the seas, and in the rivers, of all that move in the waters, and of any living thing which is in the waters, they shall be an abomination unto you: 11 They shall be even an abomination unto you; ye shall not eat of their flesh, but ye shall have their carcases in abomination. 12 Whatsoever hath no fins nor scales in the waters, that shall be an abomination unto you.
Lev 11:1-12 (KJV)
That means the churches that have fish fry’s that use catfish are in direct violation to the writ of God that they also preach from Duet 22.
So let’s get real if you preach one you MUST preach the other. I also want you to remember the law was never meant for you, the love and Grace of Jesus was plus if you remove the dietary laws then you remove all the laws from the Old Testament
Friday, July 1, 2011
Gifts and callings
As I begin this Blog I want to make it clear that regardless of the Fact of me being Transgendered I still Have Gift and a calling on my life to preach the gospel of Jesus Christ Paul himself said in the book of Romans this “
29 For the gifts and calling of God are without repentance.
Romans 11:29 (KJV)”
I know that he was talking about the Jews but the same thing applies for us today if you have a calling on your life to the ministry of Jesus Christ he would not remove that from you because of being transgendered because the word also says this “
14 I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvelous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well
Psalms 139:14 (KJV)
and it is my firm belief that you are who you are and you are what you are because it was Gods will for you to be who you was. I am given the question time and time again “How can you be a Christian and be transgendered well the word says this about that issue and Jesus said this Himself in John 3:16 For God so loved the ( World ) that He (God ) gave His only Begotten Son,That Whosoever (World) Believeth in him should not perish,But have everlasting life. Well the way I see it that covers the Straight Gay Bi and Transsexuals to some of my old friends back in the Fundamental churches I have been a member of that is a hard thing to swallow, but let me make it clear that is not my view that is the Plain Gospel of Jesus Christ. Do you remember the Blind man people asked was he born blind because of his parents sin ?and Jesus said this that his glory would be shown here is that text
2 And his disciples asked him, saying, Master, who did sin, this man, or his parents, that he was born blind? 3 Jesus answered, Neither hath this man sinned, nor his parents: but that the works of God should be made manifest in him.
John 9:2-3 (KJV)
and now I will say this that before I came out of the closet as a Trans woman I was the most judge mental person that ever walked the face of the earth well now I have found my self having more Grace and mercy to give others the word says to whom much is given much is required so with that said I have to give a whole lot of Grace and love Why ? Because Jesus him self gave that to me when He Laid his life down for me he laid his life down for a trans Woman by the name of Alicia N Neal and to Him I owe Him every thing and I praise the Name of Jesus for that fact he saw Alicia and He Loved and still loves Alicia for who Alicia is . I have become a part of a great ministry and I want to thank my new Bishop the Rev Avery Hester for extending me my Ordination Papers today so I am now the Rev Alicia Neal Legally . In the next few days I will be formulating a mid week Bible study online so be in prayer for this new venture,
With Love
The Rev.Alicia N Neal
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
My First sermon as Alicia Neal
Just how do you prepare your first sermon as a trans woman and what would be a great topic to begin to study and present to others in the body of Christ well I was thinking about this I thought what was extended to me well lets look at this one scripture,16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
John 3:16 (KJV) the main thing here that we see is God Him self showed us His Love and he has and dose love us unconditionally with out any regard to our race or our gender regardless of our financial state and to have him live in our lives is just one thing that we are requierd to do is to believe in the son of the living God , the New living translation reads this 16 “For God loved the world so much that he gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life.
John 3:16 (NLT) and we go on to read this .17 God sent his Son into the world not to judge the world, but to save the world through him.
John 3:16-17 (NLT) Jesus said this in Matt 7 1 Judge not, that ye be not judged. 2 For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again.
Matt 7:1-2 (KJV) and look at 1 `Judge not, that ye may not be judged, 2 for in what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged, and in what measure ye measure, it shall be measured to you
Matt 7:1-2 (YLT)1 `Judge not, that ye may not be judged, 2 for in what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged, and in what measure ye measure, it shall be measured to you
Matt 7:1-2 (YLT) all we are required to do as Christians is this 8 He hath shewed thee, O man, what is good; and what doth the LORD require of thee, but to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with thy God?
Micah 6:8 (KJV)the main point here is that God Love the whole World not just the so called Holy people and get this James says this about true religion 26 If any man among you seem to be religious, and bridleth not his tongue, but deceiveth his own heart, this man's religion is vain. 27 Pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this, To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world.
James 1:26-27 (KJV)
John goes on to say this about those who say they walk in love lets look at this what he says about Love 15 Whosoever hateth his brother is a murderer: and ye know that no murderer hath eternal life abiding in him. 16 Hereby perceive we the love of God, because he laid down his life for us: and we ought to lay down our lives for the brethren.
1 John 3:15-16 (KJV)
16 We know what real love is because Jesus gave up his life for us. So we also ought to give up our lives for our brothers and sisters
1 John 3:16 (NLT)
so in a nut shell I guess my first sermon will be on the Love of God
Preaching Papers
I have been ordained now almost ten years and I was wanting your input as to how I should go about changing my papers from my old male name to the new name and title as the Rev Alicia Neal I would like your suggestions and your input into this matter.
Love Alicia
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
Friends of the Transgendered
I have created 2 Groups for the Transgendered one on Tagged and the other on Face Book and for those who see this Blog post I am also inviting you to join one of the 2 groups here is the link for Face Book http://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=group_179314108789843¬if_t=group_r2j#!/home.php?sk=group_179314108789843&ap=1
and here is the link for the Tagged Group,http://www.tagged.com/friendsofthetransgendered
So fill free to join the group,
With love Alicia Neal
Monday, May 30, 2011
Dont Steal Land from Israel
Gen 15:18 (KJV)" and then go on to read this one"3 And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed.
Gen 12:3 (KJV) I don't know what in the Hell your thinking but your making a huge mistake and you have opened us up to a Curse from almighty God in the words of Jessie Duplantis " Repent"
Monday, May 23, 2011
Be In prayer
Be in Prayer for us all as it looks like I might start the Real Life Test run as Alicia for 24/7 and if I do It might be the point of no return for me as I imbark on my life as Alicia Neal
Friday, May 20, 2011
Coming out to more of my old friends
In the Last week or so I have switched one of my Face Books over from my Male name over to Alicia Neal and I know for some it may come as a shock to see a male name on their friends list one week then a Female name the next not to mention a new profile picture to boot . I have come to a point in my life where I can Hide the truth no longer be it friend or Family Lord knows I have hidden this long enough . To some of the friends on that list I deleted before I made the switch because I knew what their views was and will remain ,some can not even picture what it is like to be Trans and some can not handle the thought of continuing a friendship with some one that they thought was one way but was another. I think that the transsexual is a complicated thing for some to handle. There are some in my family that have told me I am falling for the Devils trap and others have told me that I have lost my salvation but my Bible tells me that “
5 Let your conversation be without covetousness; and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee.
He 13:5 (KJV)” and I know that nothing can separate me from the love of God well enough bible teaching. I can say this that I am becoming more liberated by the minute.as I am being who I am on the inside and I over the years I have found this to be true I must be who I am and if that cost me some friends we so be it they was not true friends to begin with and its like getting rid of dead weight and as the past few days have shown me I am finding out who my real friends, are and real friend takes you as you are not how they want you to be.
and true family will not try to make you something that you are not but will help you find out who and what you are. All the others will act like they love you and they will act as if they care but the truth is no one knows what it is like to live and walk in the shoes of another person .We are all our selves and we are not to be some one else we are to be true to who we are and what we are. When I see people see me wear woman’s tops and I see the looks I get it used to bother me but now I don’t even flinch why I am very comfortable with who and what I am and I am just me.
Love Alicia
Non Trans related But read this
Mr Obama read this you fool,"18 In the same day the LORD made a covenant with Abram, saying, Unto thy seed have I given this land, from the river of Egypt unto the great river, the river Euphrates: 19 The Kenites, and the Kenizzites, and the Kadmonites,
Gen 15:18-19 (KJV) thats not the 1967 borders
Monday, May 16, 2011
Red Dress Movement
By Alicia Neal
Why is the red dress the symbol of women and heart disease?
In 2003, the National Heart, Lung and Blood Institute (NHLBI), the American Heart Association and other organizations committed to women’s health joined together to raise awareness of women and heart disease. The NHLBI introduced the red dress as a national symbol for women and heart disease
I plan to send this to my mom
Monday, May 9, 2011
To my Mother
I have made my mind up that I am going to be the woman I am regardless of what my mother thinks or feels she has been in a constant state of denial over my being transgender over the years she has said that those who are gay were born gay well I say this to my dear mother I was Born Transgendered like those in the gay community I to have had to deal with those who for their own reasons have come against those they do not understand and for the most part no one in my family has ever understood me well when you have seen as many therapist that I have seen you come to realize that you will go through life as a misfit being a square peg that never really fits into a round hole. To some this may be perceived as being out right mean but I can in no way live a lie,I must live the truth and be who and what I am and that is Alicia Nicole Neal and that is all woman,and yes I can hear the conservative Christians preach their hate and for years I preached the same hate and I did so out of 2 things the denial of who I was and the out right indoctrination of the lack of mercy and grace of Jesus Christ ,and when it says that God loves the world he meant the whole world.16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. 17 For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.
John 3:16-17 (KJV)
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Strange feeling
and what is so strange is I dream about it all the time I dream of the day that I can wear this for 24 hours so I would be able to have sex at the drop of a hat with nothing on under it well that is the strange feelings I have been having.Love Alicia Neal aka the Real me
Monday, April 25, 2011
The Bean
Thursday, March 31, 2011
From My Journal
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
the Book True selves
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Friday, March 4, 2011
New Family on facebook
Saturday, February 5, 2011
here is a letter I sent to a 2nd Cousin
I hope this finds you doing well and I hope the weather has not effected you too much I am sending you this message in hopes that you and Audrey will be praying for me as I am having some real big interpersonal issues for a long time I have felt like I was 2 people in one, I noticed that you was friends with Jim Earl Swilley I watched intently his confession to his congregation has to his Homosexuality and after watching the whole thing I sent him a message and I conveyed to him that I was in no place to pass judgement because I was dealing with some issues of my own and have dealt with theses issues since I was about 6 years old so now after some time I feel like I can trust you with this as we have been friends for many years I have known for a long time I was different well there is just no sugar coated way of saying this I am transgendered I have felt like I was trapped in the wrong body I have had to reconcile what I have been taught and what I have preached with what and who I am I may wind up resigning the ministry over this but I am taking this one day at the Time and yes Lauren knows she even says I am more like a woman than a man this is an excerpt of a letter I sent to some of my family members
This is just a note to all of my family member as some of you may have known and for some of you may not have known I have been dealing with a lot of things in my 48 years of life. Approximately 4 years ago I attempted to commit suicide I felt as if I was a failure as a person, as a husband and mostly as a father, me and my wife attended counseling at the pastoral institute and during that time I had to bring some things out to my wife and at the time she was shocked but came to realize how deep my personal problems had become, shortly after that happened my daughter was molested by a 15 year old boy at the age of 9 we have gone through a lot with her distrust of boys and she asked why was I going through therapy with momma then we made a decision to tell her why because she begged to know so me and the wife decided to tell her she had a great understanding of my life’s deepest issues . Now I bring it to all of you as of Friday April 2008 I am out of the closet as a Transgendered person
I hope that I will not loose you as a friend over this I just can not explain what it is like to be the person who is dealing from the inside out i equate it to a living hell I hope that I gain the same kind of Grace and mercy from the Lord as I can get. xxxxx This was his response,
First xxxxx, you won't lose me as a friend. You won't lose the Lord as a friend either. He will give you grace and mercy. What does transgendered mean? Are you cross-dressing? You told me that you had experienced that years ago. Are you being faithful to xxxxx? I'm not asking to judge. It's just that I don't know what all transgendered means. .
and this is my follow up.
I feel as if I am a woman trapped in a mans body and have felt this way since I was about 6 years of age and yes I am faithful to xxxxxx and always will be ,I have know this for years but I have buried it with my judge-mentality of others , And by what I mean I feel as if I am trapped in the wrong body in my mind I am a woman and always have been when other boys was playing cowboys and Indians I wanted to play house when other boys love Blue I have always loved Pink and there are other things too that I could tell you as to why I feel this way.Now you see why I could not Judge Jim Earl,I hope is that I have not lost your respect
xxxxxxxxx
AKA Alicia Neal
That is what my mother was going to name me if I had be born a GG (Genetic Girl)
and here is some info I sent to him.
This is from wikipedia
Transgender (pronounced /trænzˈdʒɛndər/) is a general term applied to a variety of individuals, behaviors, and groups involving tendencies to vary from the usual gender roles.
Transgender is the state of one's "gender identity" (self-identification as woman, man, neither or both) not matching one's "assigned sex" (identification by others as male, female or intersex based on physical/genetic sex). "Transgender" does not imply any specific form of sexual orientation; transgender people may identify as heterosexual, homosexual, bisexual, pansexual, polysexual, or asexual; some may consider conventional sexual orientation labels inadequate or inapplicable to them. The precise definition for transgender remains in flux, but includes:
* "Of, relating to, or designating a person whose identity does not conform unambiguously to conventional notions of male or female gender roles, but combines or moves between these."[1]
* "People who were assigned a sex, usually at birth and based on their genitals, but who feel that this is a false or incomplete description of themselves."[2]
* "Non-identification with, or non-presentation as, the sex (and assumed gender) one was assigned at birth."[3]
Like I said I know you may not understand this all but for years I have lived in a private HELL with this in the back and front of my mind I guess when your not the one living with this it seems sort of crazy but I have for years I shared this some time back with Gloria and as she said we all have our cross to bear.
xxxxxx aka Alicia Neal
Monday, January 24, 2011
Coming out to an Ex Cousin
Hi Txxx I hope that your doing well and I am so glad that the girls are doing well and I hope Axxx, is doing good as well as you know we don't live down there any more and I miss them all so much and remember riding with you and Rxxxx the girls and Axxx to Nxxx for thanksgiving one year.
Well I don't know what you may have heard about me or if you have heard anything about me but in-case you have let me share with you what I shared with an old friend of mine and I hope that you judge me to harshly when you read what I am about to share with you. and forgive me if you see that I have wronged you in the past please.
I hope this finds you doing well and I hope the weather has not effected you too much I am sending you this message in hopes that you and Audrey will be praying for me as I am having some real big interpersonal issues for a long time I have felt like I was 2 people in one, I noticed that you was friends with Jim Earl Swilley I watched intently his confession to his congregation has to his Homosexuality and after watching the whole thing I sent him a message and I conveyed to him that I was in no place to pass judgement because I was dealing with some issues of my own and have dealt with theses issues since I was about 6 years old so now after some time I feel like I can trust you with this as we have been friends for many years I have known for a long time I was different well there is just no sugar coated way of saying this I am transgendered I have felt like I was trapped in the wrong body I have had to reconcile what I have been taught and what I have preached with what and who I am I may wind up resigning the ministry over this but I am taking this one day at the Time and yes Lauren knows she even says I am more like a woman than a man this is an excerpt of a letter I sent to some of my family members
This is just a note to all of my family member as some of you may have known and for some of you may not have known I have been dealing with a lot of things in my 48 years of life. Approximately 4 years ago I attempted to commit suicide I felt as if I was a failure as a person, as a husband and mostly as a father, me and my wife attended counseling at the pastoral institute and during that time I had to bring some things out to my wife and at the time she was shocked but came to realize how deep my personal problems had become, shortly after that happened my daughter was molested by a 15 year old boy at the age of 9 we have gone through a lot with her distrust of boys and she asked why was I going through therapy with momma then we made a decision to tell her why because she begged to know so me and the wife decided to tell her she had a great understanding of my life’s deepest issues . Now I bring it to all of you as of Friday April 2008 I am out of the closet as a Transgendered person
I hope that I will not loose you as a friend over this I just can not explain what it is like to be the person who is dealing from the inside out i equate it to a living hell I hope that I gain the same kind of Grace and mercy from the Lord as I can get.
and here is her response.
Cxxx, I had heard none of this but I do not judge. I am not a religious person and the judgement is one of the reasons. I am a lesbian and have been living my life as such for the past 13 years. I know several transgendered people and don't think even think of them as transgendered anymore. They are female, period. I think we should all be happy in our bodies and our lives. If this is who you are, then I commend you for being true to yourself and wish you all the happiness. You must first make yourself happy before you can make anyone else happy. Good luck and keep me updated on your progress.
I am so glad some one I have know for years will accept me
Friday, January 7, 2011
My Story
am so F ingg tired of living a lie I am all woman Spirit Soul and Mind and I want to be treated as such and taken seriously that I am a real woman I dream as a woman I think as a woman I feel as a woman thus I am all woman and I have known this since the age of 6 I wanted barbies I wanted to play house I wanted pink things I loved the touch of silk and satin and the smell of perfume on myself and wanted to wear a prom dress and be the homecoming queen and wanted to be the picture perfect bride I just wanted to be who I was on the inside not the lie on the outside and now I know this is my cross to carry though my life I just want to be Alicia Neal and be the H#@@ who I am.,
Here is the letter I sent to my family,
To Whom it may concern.
This is just a note to all of my family member as some of you may have known and for some of you may not have known I have been dealing with a lot of things in my 48 years of life. Approximately 4 years ago I attempted to commit suicide I felt as if I was a failure as a person, as a husband and mostly as a father, me and my wife attended counseling at the pastoral institute and during that time I had to bring some things out to my wife and at the time she was shocked but came to realize how deep my personal problems had become, shortly after that happened my daughter was molested by a 15 year old boy at the age of 9 we have gone through a lot with her distrust of boys and she asked why was I going through therapy with momma then we made a decision to tell her why because she begged to know so me and the wife decided to tell her she had a great understanding of my life’s deepest issues . Now I bring it to all of you as of Friday April the th 2008 I am out of the closet as a Transgendered person so if I see you while I am out from now on if you find it embarrassing I will understand .I have decided to live for me and my family of 4 and no one else . And if you ask am I gay by no means I AM NOT GAY but if you consider I love women then I am Gay I am just in touch with my feminine side and while out en femme I will be using the name Alicia Nicole Neal I will not use my given last name as not to further your embarrassment . Some of you will now further disown me some will turn your backs on me some will tolerate me some will love me any way but as of now I am going to be me.
Alicia Nicole Neal
Sunday, January 2, 2011
My Real last Name
